Dienstag, 26. August 2014

Part 4



 Part 4
 
Bob put sadly the receiver down, he really had not wanted to make Angie cry, this was the last one what he had intended. He drove himself with his hands by the fair hair and shook his head doubtingly. How could he make up for it? Since it was already far after midnight, he went to bed, but it could not be thought to sleep he made reproaches to himself, and thought about how he could Angie proving, that he has a great pleasure for her. Bob thought “no”  that is the understatement of the year, I have fallen in love with her!'
 
He felt already for a long time dragged out to her, actually she had already aroused his interest at the first contact. He had already for certain got some PN of readers who liked his poems. But the first PN of Angie had something special at itself, the way how it described to him, was astonishing been which this poem which it first had read had caused in it. His interest in it then had grown continuously until time, where he remarked that he almost entwined its mails. After that, he had made the suggestion to her to apply together in a chatroom. There they met always so often it worked. Had he missed him a little longer than not spoken with her a day, then. It was like an addiction which only could be satisfied, if he could chat with Angie. He loved her fine sense of humour and was astonished again and again how she interpreted his poems. Angie had told him that she thought she would see him in the poets, and she was right. She has sent him an old picture of herself over the Internet, and every time he held the pic in his hand his heartbeat goes faster. Then he heard her gentle one, warm voice which he had heard this evening the first time, she had immediately fascinated him, had penetrated into his heart at random and had warmed it. Angie's loving, soft voice had been like balsam for his wounded soul. The longing for it always gained in more, had to be borne hardly.
 
I must certainly see her ' I will try in Munich, in Munich to meet her ', Bob intended tightly. What my best friend thinks ' possible already in the train, see ', about it Bob thought it over. The morning already dawned when it fell finally in an exhausted sleep.
 
 
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Angie had put herself in her bed again and further set the alarm clock once again an hour.  She use the Flextime of her work. She almost immediately fell asleep completely wearily. When the alarm clock rang and Angie opened her eyes, an intense pain went through them in the head. Angie moaned, she could hardly think correctly or see clearly such headaches had taken possession of her. She slowly sat up and tried to take hold of a clear thought. The conversation with Bob was too much. It has exhausted me well more than I had expected. Today, so I cannot work ', she carefully got up and went with swaying steps in her bath. She fetched two pain killers from the medicine cupboard there which she immediately took, too. With shuffling, clumsy steps she went back into her bedroom. Arrived there she called first at her work and apologized for the day, she then lay down again and fell asleep on this at once, too. Only toward noon she woke up again. The splitting headaches had decreased but she nevertheless felt miserable. She carefully got up, changed into the bath, took a shower, put on some Shirt and a jogging trousers and make herself some lunch. Then she lay down on the couch in the living room and tried to turn herself away with television. But her thoughts revolved around Bob again and again. She could understand him that he did not want really to entrust the secret to her over the Internet, she was nevertheless still a little disappointed. She back and forth intended to forgive Bob and to apologize to him for the theatre which she had done in the early morning after long, but the telephone interrupted her considerations.
 
“Hello?” she heard Bob's voice the quiet and loving but also a little sounded anxious, when she reported  ",My heart you are still angry with me?", he wondered softly. "No Bob, I am not angry with you. It is nicely that you call. I wanted to apologize to you for this morning and tell you that I can get on well but I am nevertheless still disappointed a little." She heard how Bob relievedly breathed out. "Sorry Angie, of course you are right, I would have been supposed to tell this to you already. Please excuse; it was not a bad intention. I was a blockhead and promise you to improve ", the remorseful excuse came from Bob. "Ok Bob, everything is ok, we have apologized and is the thing settled with that now, OK, ?", asked Angie.
 
Bob was relieved and agreed joyfully. Angie and he still talked for almost one hour until Bob said that he must now to an appointment. He was also sorry, that he could not give her his cell phone number and explained, that his mobile telephone is broken. As soon as he get an new one he would inform her about the phone number. With the agreement that Bob would call again or mail to her it both established with deep regret. It had been a wonderful feeling for both to hear the voice of the different one. As well as Angie's voice had a comforting effect on Bob Bob calmed a warm and deep voice it.
 
Two months later:
 
Angie stood in front of her open suitcase and wondered whether she had packed everything  when the telephone tore her from her considerations. “Hello my heart, are you excitedly already?”, she heard asking Bob curiously. "A little, hi Bob. All this somehow is horrifying  for me”, Angie replied. When Bob wanted to know why, she meant what with that, she could not explain this to him better, as which she had the feeling, something would happen while she is in Munich and that she would be afraid of it.
Bob calmed her, by keeping on and on at her gently and tried to make clear to her, that only it would be due to the excitement, since she would go away alone for the first time. They talked for a while, Bob then thought he must get himself changed because he has an appointment with his partners for a meal. Also Angie said that she still had something to do. Bob wished her a pleasant journey and she still surprised with the message, that he would try to meet her in Munich . When exactly he could not say yet but he would be in any case until the concert there.
 
"Jipiiiiiieeehhh!", she cried into the telephone. "Oh Bob, this is the most beautiful news which I have got for years. I am enormously happy. Enjoy your meal and take care of yourself ", Angie answered excitedly, in which, that feeling had as if butterflies rolled in their belly. Happily she put the receiver on the fork and packed her suitcase elatedly ready.
 
When she had finished with packing her suietcase, she still took a substantial bath and then went to bed on time. But falling asleep did not want to turn out so well because her thoughts let her rest. She already had herself introduced as often as it would be to meet Bob and should be it now finally on the whole. So excited, it were you lasted 'I have a little until she understood, fallen in love with Bob'! This knowledge met her like a lightning. A warm feeling goes through her body and felt so wonderful that she was afraid, it would go away again, if she would fall asleep and wake up again.
 
 
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Bob put the receiver back smiling and tried to introduce himself as it was looking well in Angie now. Anyway he had the feeling as if his whole body prickled at the thought of face to face of seeing her soon, standing opposite her. A knocking forcefully at his room door roused him from his thoughts roughly. When he opened the door, his friend stood in front of the door,
“I claimed to pick you up for a meal, you to be ready?", the question of the friend came.
Bob only nodded and smiled in front of himself to. His friend looked at him briefly “you have spoken on the phone to Angie, again right? You grin like a Cheshire cat ". "Yes. I have told her that we will see each other in Munich. You would have been supposed to hear her whoop. This was so sweet, I cannot wait for it at all to see her ", Bob answered." “Then let us go to dinner, and you can tell me every small thing.” 
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When Angie woke up in the next morning, this warm feeling of the love still was in it and with a blissful smile it got ready and drove to the station.
 
When the train comes into the station, Angie saw the two heads of her friends, looking for her out the train window. After she had arrived finally in the compartment, it was received with great hello, pecks and embraces. Her friends helped Angie to raise her suitcase on the filing and made out of it to themselves three comfortably. Angie noticed that they did not sit alone in the compartment. Opposite of them sat three unshaven gentlemens, everyone had sunglasses and a Capy on. The men hung more in their seats, instead of sat, let Angie come to the conviction that they are tired and therefore she decided not further to notice these sirs.
 
Everyone had made comfortably in their seats, Regina revealed to her after so to speak from exercise purposes that they and Yvonne would have decided to talk in English because they really have to try.  If they meet Bon Jovi, they wanted at least not quite stand in front of them speechless.
Angie shook laughing her head but she consented. "Perhaps you have ideas, how should we meet the boys of Bon Jovi, then? You really think, that we need to practise English?", she asked her two friends. “Na you always make a telephone call in English but we, we do not have no friend from America with which we could practise ", you Regina replied. "Speaking on the phone to Bob is so simple either, sometimes I have quite beautiful difficulties in understanding him. He has to mumble or to swallow the habit from time to time one couple of word. This is then hard for me to increase through there, too. But he gives to talk himself effort considerably and slowly mostly." Her two friends laughed, " you are to be envied, Angie you shine for luck so, it is ", nice to see you so Yvonne thought. "Oh, you do not know the best yet at all, Bob has called yesterday and said that he comes. He does not know yet when, but he comes. I am so Happy, where I do not know with all my joy at all ", explained it to its friends. The three it led its conversation in English actually, although with hands and feet and dictionary but through this got quite funny sometimes girly. It happened more than once that it could not calm down with laughter again. Primarily when it was all about that Yvonne and Regina should describe the Bon Jovi concert had run like this in Bremen. They told Angie although that Jon was and also would have lost weight a bit palely around the nose but it had otherwise been a terrific show like always. It was the highlight of the show that not Jon had fetched a girly for dancing onto the stage but Richie. He had sung " I'll be Ther for you " and Jon had taken on the part of the guitar solo, therefore Richie came into the pleasure of a dance on the stage.
 
Regina and Yvonne looked at Angie greatly, this was speechless. Regina sat in her seat and she smirked at, Angie's eyes got bigger and bigger " announce merely he has danced? with you? ", she asked her friend doubtingly. When this nodded positively, Angie fell on her neck with joy. "I am so happy for you! How does it feel to dance with Richie on the stage? How have you danced? He also has kissed you?" Angie was just as excited as her friends and she asked Regina to tell her everything, every small thing. When this then had ended with her story.  Angie smirks and said " One is clear now, you may the places Richie has touched you does not wash any more, otherwise is gone everything ", she made fun of her friend lovingly. Regina only laughed you and answered  " One annoys, you will already see what kind of feeling this are, if Jon fetches you on the stage and with you dances and kisses you. You then get back everything again." Angie laughed back and mean that this would never happen. "We wait for it, we wait for it. Nothing is impossible”, Yvonne responded to it.
 
It talked still a whole while and the girly Angie noticed from time to time that sometimes the men who sat opposite them had to smile, if it was Jovi about the enthusiasm of voucher.
 
Yvonne and Regina wanted to go and grab a coffee, Angie did not want to come along and stayed behind in the compartment. These couple of minutes Angie was of use for the quiet and looked at the three men more close. They somehow seemed familiar to her, but she did not know where she should classify them. She was suddenly roused from her thoughts when her friends came back and asked her, whether she would already have talked to Bob the morning. However, Angie shook negatively her head and thought, that it could be, that Bob had sent her a mail. "Take a look, perhaps a beautiful verse of him is there again." Angie fetched her laptop computer said, done, from the bag and switched it on. She opened her incoming mail fast and actually had Bob written.
 
"Hello my heart,
 
I hope you could sleep despite your worries and fears well and look forward to Munich. Anyway I wish you much fun and it can expect hardly to meet you there.
 
I have another small verse for you here, it shall cheer you up a little:
 
You have woken up from a deep sleep
and was far too short tonight.
Forget the worries now!
I wish you a lovely good morning.
 
In this meaning I wish you a wonderful day and cause you no more worries everything gets good quite certainly. I promise it to you.  God dare somebody to spoil  your vacation or only a minute of your stay in Munich, then mercy.
 
Take care of yourself on my heart well!
 
With love
 
Bob"
 
HP: I call you as soon as the meeting comes to an end.
 
Angie had tears in the eyes when she switched off her portable PC again. Smiling happily she looked at her friends. "It is simply wonderful!", only beautiful she commented on Bob's rhyme for it.
"It seems to have you really with great pleasure but how it comes onto it, then that you are afraid? Is anything there you hide from us? Everything is really all right with you ", Yvonne wanted to know. Angie explained to her friends namely what she had already to explain Bob in the evening before. That fear had her in front of something. Neither it had the feeling nor where something would happen but it could define what exactly, or, or as it would happen that. Regina thought that she should not worry, nothing bad already would happen. Yvonne, however, looked at Angie thoughtfully and explained that sometimes there are things between sky and earth which cannot be explained. However, what does positive not have they could also absolutely do something that these feelings also would represent something bad contain to mean for a long time also such feelings would of it be part?
 
The three friends still seriously talked about this topic a whole while and Angie informed them that, till now, she had always relied on their intuition and, till now, has driven thus very well.

Sonntag, 17. August 2014

Part 3



Part 3
Angie immediately worried about Bob and immediately answered him. She wrote a mail for him back and gave him her phone number. That she gives him her Phone Number in this mail was an exception because she still live in fears of her former husband. She offered him to call her anytime. Then she turned a little saddened the PC off and went to bed. She still wanted to read something but her thoughts drifted again and again as of to Bob. She made thoughts to herself out of him, he had got very quiet the last weeks and also had hardly written poems. Even if he wrote which ones, they were always sad and stirred Angie to tears. Angie could imagine, she still knew too well that he had to feel very lonely, how still she had fared over the last years and sometimes she felt these solitude and emptiness now, too.
 
Actually she wanted to tell him that she gets her concert ticket for the Jovi concert in Munich and she had taken a hotel room there. Moreover, she wanted to inform him that two of her friends would come also to Munich to go to the concert together with her. Yvonne and Regina were Jovi Fans still worse than themselves with their enthusiasm for the band. She had got to know both also over the Internet, but unlike Bob they had met already a few times and spoke on the phone to each other from time to time, too. The concert should take place in August and Angie's friends went already at the weekend in front of that to a concert in Bremen. They all meet the next Monday after the concert in Bremen in the train, Yvonne and Regina would come from Bremen and Angie wanted to get aboard in Kassel at this then after the concert weekend in Bremen.
 
With the book in the hand Angie then finally sometime fell asleep. When the ringing of the telephone woke her up, she saw oversleeping at the watch. Who for heaven's sake does call half past four in the morning, around this time, then? On the one hand, when it reported, her voice sounded sleepily and on the other hand a little sour, since it had been disturbed so early.
 
"Hi my heart, it´s me Bob. Oh, excuse Angie, I have not thought of the time difference at all. It must be early morning at you. I am sorry, I did not want to wake you up."
 
"It´s ok Bob, is not so bad at all. I anyway have not slept so well. How are you? Where you are?" now, then, Angie asked gently. She had noticed how concerned Bob was when she had reported so unfriendly. Your heart made a jump, as her Bob heard voice, it was the first time that she heard its warm, quiet and deep voice.
 
  "I am in NJ in a Hotelsuite. It is late evening here. I´m so sorry Angie, that we,  could not chat today.. The next time will  get a little more difficult since I must be a lot away for professional reasons. How you know I do not conduct the enterprise alone and I have neglected it very much the last months. My Company works alone, I have neglected everything very much  My partners have always supported me and let all liberties for me but they need me now. I am so glad to hear your voice for Angie, it is so good for me." Bob's voice had got softer and softer and Angie gained in worry over it steadily. "What has happened Bob, you do not sound good at all”, Angie asked worriedly. "Oh my heart, what shall I respond to it? I feel so terribly lonely, so empty and alone." Angies heard feelings went and she had to swallow as she heard his sobs in his voice, she knew these only too good. "I can understand you only too well and I wished I could help my poet better than only by comforting words on the telephone. Bob, I know we have not met personally but It would really be a great pleasure to meet you. Can you not establish it and come here? It becomes time, that we both get to know each other personally. We had talked anyway already once in a while ", Angie said with a loving voice. "Oh my heart, I would prefer to come to you as tomorrow today, but my business impedes me ", Bob answered sadly. " Don´t be sad, our time will come. You also have planned holiday certainly anyway or?",  asked Angie softly. "No, I have still planned nothing at all at the moment. When do you have holiday, then? Do you already plan anything there? If not, then you really could come to me, I also would pay for all expenses ", replied Bob.
"Bob, My Holydays are in August, because Bon Jovi comes, I really want to go to a couple of concerts of them together with my friends. We want to look together the concert  in Munich for the first. I also wanted to tell this to you. My card has arrived and I have rented a suite in a hotel. I even think that BJ also get to the same Hotel there ", Bob heard them saying full of hope. Bob had to laugh " You and your Jon. Do you really think Jon has eyes for you at all?",  asked Bob teasing Angie. “Na blows if not, then he get another two blue eyes to his both blue eyes”. Angie was indignant played. " Ohhh the poor Jon, i`m feeling sorry for him.. If I don´t look at you then happens the same to me?", Bob ask with loughing. " At least ", answered Angie laughing as well. "If I meet Jon, I will  warn him early. But I think this spared, himself is one with a woman as wonderful as you. He certainly will not overlook you. Actually, if I hear always you dreaming of Jon so, I really should get jealous or?", Bob asked and Angie could see his grin directly ahead of her eyes. "Well, Bob, who comes first, this one has won", she answered him quick-wittedly.
 
Both still talked a whole while, they laughed together again and again, too and Angie was glad that she could cheer Bob up. Bob then still wanted to know how of Angie to come also to Munich since he wanted to have a try when she exactly goes to Munich and she would get off in which hotel to you go to the concert together. Angie looked forward to it incredibly, something occurred to her but before she established
"Bob, you have said, that just now, will ", Angie said quietly” and  you warn him of me, if you meet Jon. Why? Correct, have I said " ", wanted to know Bob? "This sounds for me so as if you would know him personally", replied Angie. She heard, how Bob took a deep breath, "You have right Angie, I know Jon, I know the whole Group personally" Angie was speechless. The scared question came from Bob because she did not answer " Angie?! ". "Yes, yes, I still am there. Why have you never told me about it? I thought we both could talk about everything and trust us also mutually so that we do not have any secrets from each other. I don´t know what I could say at all, unless perhaps, that I am disappointed by you, that´s hurt so very much. So I think, that your trust in me is not the same as my trust in you ",  Angie answered sadly. Her heart clenched and she fought back the tears.
 
The trembling in her voice made Bob be aching " Please my heart, I never wanted to hurt you. You have to know that I do not go to peddle actually because people then only want as I unfortunately had already to state to be friendly with one because one knows a star."
 
"Do you really think that I am someone like that? I then have been mistaken about you, however. I thought you would know me better than that", replied Angie offends.
 
"No, no, Angie, I know, please, that you are not that way and I wanted said honestly to tell this to you already a few times, too but the time was never the right one. Over the Internet I did not want to tell this to you, one never knows and not I had your phone number up to today. Please Angie don´t be angry with me that I could not bear” Bob pleaded.
 
"I am you not angry with you but very much disappointed about you that you have as little confidence in me. This hurts me more than you can imagine ", Angie had answered after that.
 
  "Please my heart, try to understand me. I claimed to be aching on not the slightest case, this is the last one what I wanted. But as I already said I have often been disappointed because of this and here it was just never the right time to tell it to you . Does it make so much of a difference, then? What would have been different, if I would have told this to you?", asked Bob curiously?
 
  "I do not know exactly Bob, probably nothing at all. But perhaps I then would not have always dreamt of Jon ", answered Angie Bob's question so.
 
"But why not? Are you afraid that I could betray you to Jon? You know exactly I would never do this! You have confessed your senses of Jon to me in the strictest confidence and this also would have remained that way. I would never have lost a word Jon about this opposite. You disappoint me Angie!” now Bob is a little hurt and can´t believe that Angie thinks him capable of such a breach of trust.
 
"I at least do not know deliberately that you would have told Jon nothing."
 
Bob heard Angie crying and his heart contracted. "Not crying, please Angie.  Everything is good anyway,” he tried to comfort her.
 
An embarrassment break arose in her conversation until Angie said quietly " I must end the call, Bob. It is 6 o'clock and I must get ready  for work."
 
"My heart please don´t cry.. I call you again if I may."
 
“Of course Bob, have a great day look after you",  Angie answered with a tear suffocated voice before ended the call.